BHS Belated Blogress Report: 2019, Week 31 – I’m Trying

Week 31 – I’m Trying

I wanted to make some progress in time for this week’s Report, which was part of why I delayed it. But now it’s 9:30 at night and that’s just not happening. Dammit.
I’m trying, honestly I am, but the truth is that the state of my mental health at the moment is not good. Even when shit isn’t hitting the fan, it’s a struggle to even feel “just okay”. It’s like my negative thoughts are a tide… the little things I do to make myself happy make it draw back for a while, but sooner or later another wave comes in and washes over everything else. Maybe if Tasakeru were selling, like at all, I’d have enough confidence in myself to get some writing done, but again, that’s not happening. I can’t just get back on the horse when the project I’ve put my soul into for twenty years is barely averaging one copy a week.
My next attempt to get my spark back is going to a local comic con this coming weekend. Other than that, I don’t know what to do.
  • Tasakeru Book I: Without a Name: PUBLISHED (
  • Tasakeru Patreon: 6 Patrons (
  • Twitch Follower Count: 60 followers
  • Shattered Skies: The Morning Lights, Chapter 45: 3.25 pages done
  • Silent InvenTOYry Semi-Short Episode 6: ~10% complete

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